How was your day?

[Eddage]

Fuck. Didn't think I could feel any worse than I did last... but I do.

 

Just found out the ex is back together with her ex, the one she said she was still in love with when she chucked me. I suppose at least this means that she was sincere and I should be happy that she's happy, but I'm not... I was kinda hoping that she was just using it as an excuse and was getting scared cause she thought it was getting serious, guess I just wanted something to cling on to.

 

I actually do feel sick at this moment!

 

/whine mode

[Pookiablo]

Fuck. Didn't think I could feel any worse than I did last... but I do.

 

Just found out the ex is back together with her ex, the one she said she was still in love with when she chucked me. I suppose at least this means that she was sincere and I should be happy that she's happy, but I'm not... I was kinda hoping that she was just using it as an excuse and was getting scared cause she thought it was getting serious, guess I just wanted something to cling on to.

 

I actually do feel sick at this moment!

 

/whine mode

 

Meh fuck her mate, if she's going back to someone who she broke up with before then clearly the problem is her and nothing else. Chances are she'll break up with him again. Just enjoy being single, watch some porn or something and then find someone else without rushing into anything. Trust me it works every time.

[Chris the great]

yeah, forget her. if it was ment to be, it would be, if its not then your free for when it is.

 

least you dont have to worry about getting her anything for christmas.

[Ashley]

Wtf at the deleted comments (as in the content, not the fact they were deleted). I worry for you ReZ.

 

Sorry to hear Eddage, but some closure is good yes? You can start trying to move on. Difficult and shitty obviously but trying to find the positive...

 

So my brother's court date finally today. Hes classed as on recall and his next review is in January and it looks favourable he'll be released. The judge said he can't make any kind of sentence until that review is done but has booked a provisional date of 6th Feb but is suggesting a community order thing (rather than another jail sentence). Which is the date before my birthday. The first time he went in it was a few days before my little brother's birthday, the second time he went in was a few days before mine last year and now this. I know he doesn't chose these date but its so fucking annoying our birthdays get overlooked for his antics. Grr.

 

And im really in the mood to go drink but no fucker will answer their phone. I get this feeling I don't actually have friends anymore because I always felt friends were people who were supposed to enjoy and desire to be in each other's company from time to time. Apparently not.

[Pookiablo]

Wtf at the deleted comments (as in the content, not the fact they were deleted). I worry for you ReZ.

 

Sorry to hear Eddage, but some closure is good yes? You can start trying to move on. Difficult and shitty obviously but trying to find the positive...

 

So my brother's court date finally today. Hes classed as on recall and his next review is in January and it looks favourable he'll be released. The judge said he can't make any kind of sentence until that review is done but has booked a provisional date of 6th Feb but is suggesting a community order thing (rather than another jail sentence). Which is the date before my birthday. The first time he went in it was a few days before my little brother's birthday, the second time he went in was a few days before mine last year and now this. I know he doesn't chose these date but its so fucking annoying our birthdays get overlooked for his antics. Grr.

 

And im really in the mood to go drink but no fucker will answer their phone. I get this feeling I don't actually have friends anymore because I always felt friends were people who were supposed to enjoy and desire to be in each other's company from time to time. Apparently not.

 

Just to let you know, I would happily go and get battered with you right now if I could! (I'm guessing my second post got deleted too....probably just as well!)

[Ashley]

Not enough get better, just a casual afternoon drinking G&Ts, even if its just one or two.

 

Cumfs.

[Jimbob]

The new SvsR arrived yesterday, spent half the night on it and believe me, it is far better and a lot of repairs have been made since 08. For example

 

08: Entrances were out, music and video wasn't right. For example, you couldn't have individual DX entrances for both HBK and Triple H, HBK entrance worked, Triple H's just did his standard entrance with the water bottle. The Hardys video was Jeffs only, the controls were ok, but targeting was crap, so you kept hitting the wrong person. The game was gliched, and didn't recognise i beat GM mode.

 

09: The entrances work perfect, individual DX entrances complete with taunts, some superstar clothing has been returned, Hardys entrance is spot on, they even have individual music and video, and a join video when coming out as a team. And no achievement glitches. And voice acting included.

 

Anyway, enough of that i think. That was yesterday. Today is going well. Finally installed Firefox on the work PC, and am the only one with it installed in the whole building.

[EEVILMURRAY]

Just found out the ex is back together with her ex, the one she said she was still in love with when she chucked me. I suppose at least this means that she was sincere

Was that sarcasm?

[ReZourceman]

I wonder if theres a cause for my weirdness, or if I just am a bit mental because I am.

 

Obviously its all a front....but why do I do this front? Massive lolz.

 

Sorry for the post btw. It was a bit dodgy of me. To clarfify though, it is just a normal porn site, and not actual hamsters or anything.

[Eddage]

Sorry to hear Eddage, but some closure is good yes? You can start trying to move on. Difficult and shitty obviously but trying to find the positive...

 

Yeah I know, that's what I've been trying to tell myself, still sucks though!

 

Was that sarcasm?

 

Was what sarcasm, calling it sincere?

 

If that's what you mean then no. The reason she gave me was sincere. Now whether the stuff she said about liking me before was I don't know, but that's not what I meant.

[nightwolf]

Just had a talk with the head guy of fluid something, a games company for mobiles. Pretty interesting and he may make some of our games (well help us on our way at least). Awesome stuff.

 

Handed in my c.v for subway in meadowhall. With applications from whsmith and fat face (I lol everytime I hear it) so I'm feeling more positive on the money front.

 

Going to tidy my room whilst another patch is downloading for wow and relax.

[Dan_Dare]

you got wow?

 

uh oh.

[Twozzok]

You're getting into WoW?

 

oh god, stay away.

 

Took many months of my life that game, and even now I only don't play it because i can't afford it

 

I wish i could though I want to :/

[nightwolf]

haha, I've played addictive games before, I'll be fine. If worse comes to the worst I know somebody who'll snap me out of it.

 

Besides I'm not silly enough to let a game ruin uni ^_^

[Raining_again]

Ah god, my aunt had lymph node removed, thought it wasn't cancer but turns out that it is. They are going to remove 15 other nodes and see if its spread or not. She says she doesn't want treatment if it is.

 

She's 40 ;_;

[ReZourceman]

Ah dude....lame. Im sorry.

[Eenuh]

Ah god, my aunt had lymph node removed, thought it wasn't cancer but turns out that it is. They are going to remove 15 other nodes and see if its spread or not. She says she doesn't want treatment if it is.

 

She's 40 ;_;

 

I'm so very sorry to hear that Raining_again. =(

Any reason why she would refuse treatment? Because she has seen what it does to people or something?

[Raining_again]

I'm so very sorry to hear that Raining_again. =(

Any reason why she would refuse treatment? Because she has seen what it does to people or something?

 

She's a nurse and she sees people through treatment n stuffs, probably knows a lot of the technicalities with cancer treatment.

 

Maybe its just a shock for her now and she may change her mind when she thinks of her kids (they are only 10 and 12)

[Paj!]

So sorry, R_A!

 

A family our famiyl has known forever is going through a terrible cancer situation too...the brother (45) was feeling odd, and acting oddly for a while, before becoming bed ridden. He then found out he had an inoperable brain tumor, and I think lung cancer.

 

So awful. I think I might go mad if/when that happens to me.

[Slaggis]

She's a nurse and she sees people through treatment n stuffs, probably knows a lot of the technicalities with cancer treatment.

 

Maybe its just a shock for her now and she may change her mind when she thinks of her kids (they are only 10 and 12)

 

*Massive Haggis Hug*

 

That's terrible Han, I'm really sorry to hear that.

[gaggle64]

Bloody hell that's a hell of a blow.

[Roostophe]

Sorry to hear that Han. *Hug*

 

 

I had a good night yesterday. Watched me beloved Aston Villa narrowly beat some Czech club by being good in the first half and being crap in the second (If it weren't for our American, yes, American, reserve 'keeper [because our normal first-choice American, yes, American, goalkeeper had the night off] being terrific we might have lost).

Then heard about the Astley's award win, capping off a sound night for me.

[nightwolf]

*jumps raining* so sorry chicken

 

*points to bishes* I've done jayseven's job, he owes me one.

[Dyson]

*points to bishes* I've done jayseven's job, he owes me one.

 

No doubt he'll give you one too.

 

[Raining_again]

Thanks guys. Bit of a shock tbh, we all thought she had the all clear.

 

But what can you do really, just gotta hope for the best!