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My last night of internet access (for a while anyway). Pretty shitty tbh but you know, its all part of moving house.

 

Ah well, i'll be online 9-5 Monday to Friday. *sniff* :(

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I've had a pretty shitty day, like most of mine recently.

 

I haven't been sleeping well lately, mainly because when I try to get to sleep and there's no music/tv/noise in the background I start thinking about things and going over stuff in my mind. It's something I've always done but the past month or so It's just been thinking about having no job and no money (I now have £3 in my bank account and wont get any more doll money for another week and a half). However those two points pale in comparison to when my mind turns to my ex. We broke up (or rather she dumped me) just over a month ago, but I still can't stop thinking about her and it's driving me fucking crazy, especially since I still can't really accept the reason she gave me for ending it. So anyway, last night was the first night in ages that I managed to get myself to sleep reasonably early, around 11 (usually its 1 - 2 in the morning), for some reason my mind didn't turn to her. So it should have been my first decent nights sleep in weeks, however just after midnight I got woken up by a text message, my first thought was "who the fuck is texting at gone midnight... especially texting me!" So I look at me phone and lo and behold its the ex, so there goes my decent sleep because as soon as I got that message I then couldn't stop thinking about her. Finally got to sleep at about 3ish, which would have been fine if I could have slept in late, but, just my luck, 8:30 roles around and another text message comes my way waking me up. It's the fucking ex again, apologising for waking me up in the night!

 

So it wasn't the best start to the day, but I decided to book a squash court for me and my mate. Squash usually cheers me up because even if I'm not playing at my best I should still be able to kick my mates arse, obviously things going the way they are at the moment that didn't happen...

 

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That is how my racquet looked after I lost only the second game, so then had to rent one from reception, this made my game even worse and I was ridiculously close to smashing up the rental as well. I lost 4-1 overall and was seriously pissed so decide to finish destroying my racquet, its now in about 4 pieces!

 

Finally we went out for a meal because its my mums birthday. The food I had wasn't great but edible all the same what really pissed me off about the night was the lack of dessert. I know this sounds like nothing but the reason we didn't have any was because my mum said she was tired and wanted to get home early. "fair enough" I thought, it is her birthday after all. So did we leave then? No, I spent the next 30 minutes sat at the table whilst my mum and dad chatted crap to their friends, I could have had two desserts in that time. It still sounds like a stupid thing to get angry about, and it is, but everything seems to be getting me in a foul mood recently.

 

I don't usually write posts like this, but figured it may help writing it all out. Especially since I feel weird talking about it to people, even my mates who I've known for years! Something to do with not wanting to sound like a whining twat I think!

 

So, to summarise, me = grumpy.... and it's pissing me off!

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I'll be going kicking and screaming.

 

Also, it seems Game have royally FUCKED my Gears 2 order. So, i'll be buying it in a shop tomorrow and then sending the one i got from Game back or something. Sucks, but nevermind.

 

EDIT: Rez, my phone line isn't going to be active till the 18th, nevermind my internet access...

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I've had a pretty shitty day, like most of mine recently.

 

I haven't been sleeping well lately, mainly because when I try to get to sleep and there's no music/tv/noise in the background I start thinking about things and going over stuff in my mind. It's something I've always done but the past month or so It's just been thinking about having no job and no money (I now have £3 in my bank account and wont get any more doll money for another week and a half). However those two points pale in comparison to when my mind turns to my ex. We broke up (or rather she dumped me) just over a month ago, but I still can't stop thinking about her and it's driving me fucking crazy, especially since I still can't really accept the reason she gave me for ending it. So anyway, last night was the first night in ages that I managed to get myself to sleep reasonably early, around 11 (usually its 1 - 2 in the morning), for some reason my mind didn't turn to her. So it should have been my first decent nights sleep in weeks, however just after midnight I got woken up by a text message, my first thought was "who the fuck is texting at gone midnight... especially texting me!" So I look at me phone and lo and behold its the ex, so there goes my decent sleep because as soon as I got that message I then couldn't stop thinking about her. Finally got to sleep at about 3ish, which would have been fine if I could have slept in late, but, just my luck, 8:30 roles around and another text message comes my way waking me up. It's the fucking ex again, apologising for waking me up in the night!

 

So it wasn't the best start to the day, but I decided to book a squash court for me and my mate. Squash usually cheers me up because even if I'm not playing at my best I should still be able to kick my mates arse, obviously things going the way they are at the moment that didn't happen...

 

That is how my racquet looked after I lost only the second game, so then had to rent one from reception, this made my game even worse and I was ridiculously close to smashing up the rental as well. I lost 4-1 overall and was seriously pissed so decide to finish destroying my racquet, its now in about 4 pieces!

 

Finally we went out for a meal because its my mums birthday. The food I had wasn't great but edible all the same what really pissed me off about the night was the lack of dessert. I know this sounds like nothing but the reason we didn't have any was because my mum said she was tired and wanted to get home early. "fair enough" I thought, it is her birthday after all. So did we leave then? No, I spent the next 30 minutes sat at the table whilst my mum and dad chatted crap to their friends, I could have had two desserts in that time. It still sounds like a stupid thing to get angry about, and it is, but everything seems to be getting me in a foul mood recently.

 

I don't usually write posts like this, but figured it may help writing it all out. Especially since I feel weird talking about it to people, even my mates who I've known for years! Something to do with not wanting to sound like a whining twat I think!

 

So, to summarise, me = grumpy.... and it's pissing me off!

 

Ah dude, that sounds horrible. The sleeping thing I can relate to recently. Driving me fucking crazy, cos I'm always tired in the morning now.

 

Things will start to look up for you soon though...they have to. And fo sho you got annoyed about desert....little things like that probably piss me off more than bigger things to be honest. Like some big things can't be helped. Yadda yadda.

 

*Man hug*

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wait you have online at work so why the kicking and screaming comment?

 

No warez, no NXE, no PSN, no XBLM... :(

 

Also: No podcasts, pron, Zune pass music... *sigh*

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Cheers for the man hug ReZ, I'll treasure it for ever and ever! :heh:

 

No warez, no NXE, no PSN, no XBLM... :(

 

Also: No podcasts, pron, Zune pass music... *sigh*

 

Wow, I really feel for you and your problems

 

yes I know I'm being a twat, I just don't care...

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Wow, I really feel for you and your problems

 

yes I know I'm being a twat, I just don't care...

 

In comparison to your issues? Yeah, mine are trivial. Sucks dude... I read your shit, stuff gets better though!!! Sorry I can't offer anything more than a cliché :(

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No warez, no NXE, no PSN, no XBLM... :(

 

Also: No podcasts, pron, Zune pass music... *sigh*

 

Pron? You mean porn dont you.

I forgetten about NXE. I cant wait for that so I dont have to wait long for loading time with Fable 2 when going to other areas.

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In comparison to your issues? Yeah, mine are trivial. Sucks dude... I read your shit, stuff gets better though!!! Sorry I can't offer anything more than a cliché :(

 

Haha, cheers mate, clichés are fine though, the fact that any one seems to give a damn (at least enough to read my post in the first place) makes me feel better!

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My play is now done and dusted!

 

Fuck it was scary, but really good once we got going. Loads of laughs, something you don't factor in when rehearasing a zillion times.

 

I literally got cold blood in my heart though, everyone offstage realised that the 2 people onstage had fused two different conversations together, effectively skipping out 5 pages.

 

The next bit would be me coming on for my big joke "trouser-drop" scene, but it wouldn't make any sense without the missed bits, so I like went into death mode and screamed at the girl playing my wife which bit to say, and we carried on from there.

 

Everyone loved my joke boxers being on show, and the group were like thankful "I saved the play". I dunno If I did that much, but it was near train-wreckage.

 

Got loads of praise though from other people in my year and parents/techaers stuff.

 

However, the other two plays in our year were (seemed to me anyway) better. Different..but I was in hysterics at the one after us. It was just full of jokes that were funny to the general audience, but were in-jokes for our year and stuff.

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Good day. had three cans of relentless -- I was buzzing so much by my third seminar that I didn't need to move my hand up and down to write -- just sideways like a heart-rate monitor (props to shorty).

 

Got shorty to email me my CV, printed it off and handed it in at CEX where nightwolf spotted a vacancy the other day - and although the sign was down the girl behind the desk said that the didn't hire anyone new as they were all boring, and said taht my green hair was cool and wrote it on my CV. They're gonna love my CV as it's rather casual and blaset... blahzet? Fuck i don't care.Blahsé? Blasé I think. ANYWAY yeah, felt better about that. Going to bunk around town with a notepad to scope out any jobs, temp or not.

 

Then shorty, nami, nightwolf and I went to manchester and saw dazzybee's play which was really rather damn good, actually. As nightwolf said; shame on y'all who could've but didn't pay it a trip.

 

Train journey back was full of lols, too. Good times, good day. Feel right warm inside innit.

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Day's been good.

Went to CAB to do some more volunteering, which was a bit slow but I've made friends with one of the other peeps there, Ellie, and had a good natter with her about life, the universe and everything etc. Sigh. That she has a boyfriend is a tragic blow to eligible bachelors the world over. Ho hum.

yeah! Then came home and entered a whirlwind of productivity. Sent my bro a shit birthday card (traditionally we buy the worst in the shop for each other every year), got some feedback about my failed interview which was kinda good, but kinda frustrating. Basically, they said I was almost flawless except my lack of experience let me down against strong competitors. Gah. Least I know I did my best.

Then I got about organising my next two applications, which may turn out better. Different places, similar jobs and I may have a bit of an insider advantage on one. We'll see.

oh and when I got home, I had Dead Space come in the post, for free! Zing!

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I think that's the last time I do overtime for work while the temp boss is here. He's a quality chap and is down with the youth massive [a year younger than me] but he's never around. He's always out somewhere.

 

I get a call about 1, I felt it coming, the lass who was meant to work phoned in sick, I go in for 8:30. Normally Charlie [boss] comes back from wherever at half 10, 11ish, but he didn't. I texted him, rang him. Got nothing. I got sick of waiting, so locked the doors, attempted to turn some lights off, but I think I set one alarm off in the process [it beeps every 7ish seconds] and I believe I left one door unlocked. But I don't care.

 

You try and do a favour and it gets abused. If I get told off I'll just give them lip about how I shouldn't have been put in this position in the first place.

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I think that's the last time I do overtime for work while the temp boss is here. He's a quality chap and is down with the youth massive [a year younger than me] but he's never around. He's always out somewhere.

 

I get a call about 1, I felt it coming, the lass who was meant to work phoned in sick, I go in for 8:30. Normally Charlie [boss] comes back from wherever at half 10, 11ish, but he didn't. I texted him, rang him. Got nothing. I got sick of waiting, so locked the doors, attempted to turn some lights off, but I think I set one alarm off in the process [it beeps every 7ish seconds] and I believe I left one door unlocked. But I don't care.

 

You try and do a favour and it gets abused. If I get told off I'll just give them lip about how I shouldn't have been put in this position in the first place.

 

All boses are like that. Useless. I realised that over the summer and also realised I shall never get a better boss then when I was in charge.

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All boses are like that. Useless. I realised that over the summer and also realised I shall never get a better boss then when I was in charge.

This bloke is normally ok, buys a drink after work. Another worked and myself we all went upstairs, played poker and watched Sexetera. The normal boss wouldn't do that, because he's a prick who gets drunk. I messed with the sudoku book that's in their toilet. Added random numbers everywhere, including doubles.

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