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i weigh in at my weightwatchers class once a week, and occasionally on my wiifit.. but i try not to overweigh as it leads to me getting obsessive. Once a week is more than enough

hello kurtle, nice to see you back

hahahaha i'm not that bad :p

I would hazard a guess that we all have :p

no good stuff since yesterday, what is wrong with youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu all!!! Today I was at the gym and the guy who took the spin class I did last friday came up to me and said hello... during the class he told me to turn down the resistance on the bike a bit... and he wanted to apologise if it embarrassed me... haha. He said I did brilliant and probably worked twice as hard as everyone else! booooooyah. Here I was leaving on Friday feeling really n00bish and unconfident about it all, and I aced it. woo. He said most people only pretend to turn the resistance up.... my face must have been a picture because he laughed at me, lol. XD I had a freakin super hard session at teh gym today - 45 minutes/3.5km on the treadmill (personal best in terms of stamina) then a half an hour pt session. My feet are sooooooo gonna be blistered tomorrow!!! But I feel goooood. And wiifit said I lost 6lbs in 4 days, but the last time I was on it I put on 3lbs.... my body seems to spike up and down constantly, maybe I hold water or something o_O

aww nero is sooooo cute :3

I've got tickets to tennants vital (starring eminem). Not usually my cup of tea, but I canny wait

I found out that someone I quite respected did some bad shit in the past... which has made me feel physically sick to the stomach and want to burst into tears. I told my sister not to tell me what it was but she bloody went and did anyway!!! what the fuck is with that?! They abused animals (in particular cats) in the past. My sister insists this person is a changed person - they used to do drugs and all kinds of things... but I've just lost all of the respect I had for him. I can't actually repeat what he did to a poor cat because its breaking my heart thinking about it. The fact I'm a real cat lover doesn't even matter... if it was a dog or any other creature I'd still be disgusted. Its fucking ruined my day!

I did a vlcd and I've ruined my metabolism... and that was one that included supplements, and had the added bonus of ketosis (making you not hungry) but I still wouldn't do it again. My body goes into starvation mode really easily.. which means i'm not shifting the weight. It's definitely not worth doing to your body. Its gonna take me years to shift my weight now, as opposed to 1 year!!

I really dislike funerals so much. I can't bear to go to them and avoid at as much cost as possible. I just want a very small gathering for my immediate family when I die I hate how people find it so fucking neccesary to go to funerals here, even people who they really didn't know... its like why.... and how weird northern ireland is in that people are barely cold before they are buried... My uncle died a few years ago, on a Saturday afternoon.. He was buried on the Monday morning... weird.

you're not supposed to eat 500 cals less than your daily BMR/less than 1000pd. A good majority of men are in the late 1000s if not more... so yeah its not really good for you eating 600 calories. Eating too little makes your body sacrifice its muscles first, as muscles require calories to just exist, they are seen as a threat to the bodies survival, opting to leave the static fat. If you think 600calories in a day creates a good 3 meals, you've got either incorrect calorie values or you aren't actually measuring stuff out.

My cat was so upset that his gran (my ma :P) had left to go on holiday, that he's taken to sleeping in my bed all day... poor thing. I came home to find him hiding under my covers heh aww :3

but eating 600calories a day will just trash your metabolism and make you gain the weight back that you've lost...

600 calories in a day sounds way too low to me :/

I stabbed a vein.... ARGH... blood! and a big fat bruise no doubt! I can't squeeze out the blood to reduce the swelling because the damn meds will leak out > needles are such a nuisance... i don't know how diabetics do it 3x a day... I really don't...

cat crisis today beanie has a poorly foot, its doubled in size and he's limping

so knew that was going to happen but still.... loved eeeet

Err.. something I've never thought I'd hear you say!!! LOL I'm completely loving the heat, long may it last

The thing is its all very well and good letting a dog out without a leash... but you don't know how someone else might react to them. I really don't like dogs at all thanks to being bitten in the face by one as a child... so I certainly appreciate it when people have the good sense to keep a dog on a lead. It's not like you can't get extendable leads to give them freedom to roam, it just means the owner has the opportunity to take control immediately if needs be. So they can stop a young child from being knocked over, or a poor frightened bastard from having a panic attack.

I had a spin class. I'm exhausted but I don't half feel brilliant. Yay!

went out for dinner, came home to find the kitteh having a snooze on my bed. He knows who is mammy is heh

I'll swap ye for mine, immunosuppressed and history of cancer therapy treatment has completely destroyed any metabolism I could've had

Rez shurrup would ye...

bah i'm really getting to hate carveries.. I cut down on eating pretty much everything and i still feel like i'm bursting at the seams... I miss how hunger feels My bowels have just been screaming at me for 3 days and my insulin resistence is relapsing too.... i went into a funny state earlier on because i hadnt eaten a lot in prep for this dinner... I had a dermy appointment today too. Just keeping check on my bloods, and all the legal stuff they has to do with dmards... I asked her if there was every going to be a time where they'd want to take me off the drugs... my dermy said "as far as I'm concerned you'll be on them [dmard drugs] for the rest of your life" If I come off them its a certainty that I'll relapse.. maybe slowly but it will eventually get back to the life threatening stages again... and they said the drug then becomes less effective if they decide to put me on it again. So I have to keep on with these drugs and hope I don't get TB or any serious infection... yay Oh and these drugs are the ones making it nearly impossible for me to lose weight... Yayyy.... and my hip arthritis is playing up!!! There, 4 medical complaints in one post. I are win.