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bolllllllox not more filler

Yeah, I've got them in the shitloads - my mum and dad both have had surgery to pull theirs out... pleasant. Lucky old genetics eh. Just watch you don't overdo the scratching as it can potentially turn into a venous ulcer... they're very difficult to treat

varicose vein? Sounds unpleasant... and very like psoriasis... the itch that NEVER goes away Today work was sooo hard... I feel myself being less and less bothered about it

Yay anime thread *dances* ^____^

bleach is a bit poo... sometimes I think its canon, then sometimes its like a simpsons episode, where everything wraps itself up before the end of the episode and no changes are ever made... its weird. Not feeling it at all at the moment. Wish that

aye i remember you saying, but you know what.. it really doesn't matter how many times it takes to get it, just don't give eeeeeen. :P My friend took 9 attempts to get her test and she hasn't had any major accidents in 4 years. Sometimes things happen, mistakes are made.. no biggie.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i have to go to a chiropractor privately because my doctor won't refer me and my shoulder is GRINDING EVERY TIME I MOVE making me feel very ill >___< It's gonna cost me a fortune I really don't have

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wahey, whys nobody posting in this! Its only ever active in the new year lol XD I put on half a pound this week, long story but I ended up comfort eating just a little bit Silly r_a! It's my bday weekend on this weigh in week, so I'm very very very unlikely to lose. Being good in prep for it (whereas i used to just eat whatever I wanted for the whole week!) so I'm proud that I managed to do well. Just giving myself sat and sunday to be naughty and back on the wagon monday... if i'm not too hungover from sunday night drinks :p LOL I've wrecked my knee and my shoulder is just boloxed at the minute (numbness down my arm and all kinds of chaos ) so I might have to see a chiropractor to get the joint realigned...have to pay privately because my doctor is such a shit. Great.

I was a complete bag of nerves on my first test and baaaaaaaaaaaaaaawled my eyes out when he was going over the things i failed on (4 majors, 0 dangerous) but for my second one I was aware of the process and what was going on and it was a lot easier. I think a lot of it is the examiner... second time round I had a nice lady who chatted away without distracting and I felt a lot more at ease. The first one was a complete shitbag All I can say is you CAN repeat. Its not the end of the world if you do fail.... Just don't don't don't give up completely if you fail.. hopefully you'll get it 1st time but its no shame if it takes more (i passed on my second!) Getting your test is the best thing ever. Completely opens up the world to you Gooooooooooooooood luck

I've buggered my knee, and my shoulder is still fucked. >_> My personal trainer is at me to leave the good gym i'm at to go to one that's more designed for "men trying to body build" as he put it. Er should I take that as an insult or a compliment... Not sure I want to be surrounded by nothing but steroid junkies.. But I do need a personal trainer... they keep me in line... And I had a pure bollox weekend with one thing and another my head was a bit of a train wreck, so as I do in times of stress, I absent-mindedly ate chocolate/junk food... which cause a half pound weight gain this week. Gah. Not what I need. Birthday weekend coming up and I'll not be counting points then.... no way in hell. What comes on the scales may come on the scales @rez - she really needs to have the confidence to ask herself, you can't make her or convince her if she doesn't want to...

/airconhighfive!! Yeahhhh you know you've made it in life when you have air con. Screw you all

yeah mine are dislocating clicks (which are considerably painful) so i know how you feel. Hope you get it sorted one way or another...! -- Had a completely crap weekend for various reasons and it all just got on top of me so i ended up comfort eating last night when all I really needed was a hug. I'm infuriated with myself. >_> But I'm over it now, in bed away from the kitchen and its food, so I'll be fine. Tomorrow is a new day. I'll be getting a sunbed, and hopefully the weather holds up for a nice walk

am crai. I've had a clicky shoulder for ages but all of a sudden its decided to give me agonising pain... My doctor said i was fat and had weak shoulder muscles, but surely the same would happen to the other shoulder.... its not even clicky >_> My dad suggested going to see his chiropractor as its maybe more likely to be a misaligned joint. I've got a history of arthritis, my wrists click in and out of place constantly, and he didn't even care. FUCK DOCTORS ARE SO SHIT.

Had to get blood taken from my knuckle yesterday and now its all bruised and swollen... demonstrative of how destructive long term chemotherapy is to your body, even in lesser doses

You gotta love yourself to let someone love you. But it'll take time, just try making new friends for now and you'll gradually get there. Hell its taking me years but I'm finally realising that i'm not being treated like I've got leprosy any more. It's a huge barrier I know all too well and all I can say is just keep at it and it'll click

new clubs and groups, or even courses at adult college are a great way to meet new people, and you'll always have that in common, something to talk about! I love the craic at my weightwatchers class, not really gonna find a love match there but it always boosts your spirit and gets the old social needs fulfilled

bah to you and your genetics... every single woman on my maternal line is obese... and we're all built like tanks, tall and wide. :/ Being active is great, I feel wonderful when I'm doing lots of gym sessions, spin in particular I would say i'm strong for a girl, but not hugely strong. A lot of my freeweight exercises are done with my 8kg kettlebell.. I try not to laugh when I see wimmen floating around the gym with the pisshy 2kg ones :p I dont know how anyone gets any kind of resistance from 2kg

any girl who REALLY likes you will appreciate you need time for your site and maybe even take an active interest in the site itself.

kitteh likes to tuck her head under my chin and fall asleep :3

ahh so your bmi is probably a lot better than mine :p I had a subway -footlong steak and cheese, and a wcc cookie. I get 42 points per day and the sub was 24! It was damn good, but I struggled to finish it haha. My poor tum is conditioned to a lot less food :p I went to my doctor, he was a bit patronising to say the least. He had to check google for my drug side effects then started going on about how you'd not want to look at in depth because its frightening stuff. and he kept blithering on about me working up to my exercise regime... fucks sake thats what i'm doing... argh fucking useless doctor!!! >_< my dermy doctor and nurse both are in agreement with the hypoglycemia and weightloss problems so i guess ill go back to them about it.

you wont go hungry then :p I miss special K sustain... it was fab

i keep chanting 2lbs 2lbs to myself when i'm in painnnn at the gym. :p Going to my doctor tomorrow as well as I've been having a lot of hypo attacks. Did a bit o readin and apparently there have been studies linking severe hypoglycemic attacks in diabetics, with the drug i'm on (etanercept). I've been tested for diabetes and hypothyroid (both clear) but I still get very very sick, and its starting to get way too frequent to just brush it off without some kind of advice. I fear my doctor will tell me to wise up, but then i'm also worried that this is likely to get worse and i'll like collapse some day... I'm struggling so hard to lose weight.. weeks i can gain 3lbs even when i'm following the plan to the letter.. I've lost 2stone yes, but its taken me 6 months to do so. And 6lbs of that was on a VLCD. Urgh. Being fat just gives doctors an excuse to tell you to basically eff off, and its one of the most infuriating things in the world!! I have a really serious complaint in my heels caused by really high arches and my doctor told me to lose weight...! My feet are actually physically changing size because of whatevers going on, and I have a non weight bearing arthritic history! But I did have a hugely positive thing happen today. A nice lady in tescos (staff) who I would see quite regular, asked me how much weight i'd lost! And she said I looked fab etc You know its starting to happen when strangers feel like its enough to comment :p