So I'm gearing myself up to talk to the girl I like (if you look a few posts back you'll see that this weekend we kissed, she said she's always thought we'll end up together, but then she also said she sees me like a brother... I'm hoping this is because she's my sister's best friend).
I know I have to talk to her about my feelings for her or it'll chew me up inside, but things are a bit difficult...
Her younger brother (23yrs old) committed suicide in January, with this I hadn't wanted to talk to her about "us" for obvious reasons (time for grieving and coping, which of course she is doing, but healthily and very well, especially more recently).
But after this weekend I thought I would talk to her about us as it felt to me like she wanted to also, but as I phone her earlier she tells me her Grandmother passed away in the night. So we talk but not about us.
I feel so bad for her and her family, they're all lovely and it's so awful this year that they're having.
Anyhoo, I thought I'd just post to say that I'll keep my feelings inside again as it's not the right time to talk about them...