drahkon

Haven't finished Demon's Souls and Dark Souls But can't wait for Dark Souls II

Just seen the credits for the first time. Now I'm even more confused.

Yeah, whenever Lara bends over it's so aweso...oohhh. The weapon...of course. I should take comedy lessons, shouldn't I?

Well, if you like visual novels with amazing storylines paired with puzzles to solve you'll love it. Should play its predecessor 999 first, though. NDS game, needs to be imported though. Never been released in Europe. The store has to update soon...can't wait for Guacamelee Edit: oh maaaaan, the game is in the store but whenever I want to buy it an error occurs Edit²: And downloading now

Yes! Instant buy. Cannot wait : peace:

Oh my god, I've just realized something:

Depending on how much it'll cost I might get it. At what time will the store be updated today? Edit: Nevermind, 9th of April seems to be the US release.

Fuck me sideways, Virtue's Last Reward keeps getting better and better. Finally have some time to continue this gem. Had my first 'real' ending just now:

Sweet. Now the first Wrestlemania I'll ever watch shall end my boredom

Roughly translated: Basic Maths for Economists. And a couple of hours ago I ordered a delicious home-delivered pizza (looked similar :p )

Never really cared for Wrestling but I'm bored and can't sleep, so I'm gonna find a free stream try and watch it somewhere. Didn't know The Rock is in the business again? Oo

Awwwww, a budgie We had one when I was young (heh, 'young').

Thanks to both @Daft and @Ashley Needed to hear that, because fear is taking hold of me. I will be scared until I get through with it, no doubt, but I'm determined to go through with it. Coincidentally the playlist I've been listening to for hours just gave me another push: Pluto by Björk Excuse me But I just have to Explode Explode this body Off me I'll be brand new Brand new tomorrow A little bit tired But brand new [/paj] Another reason to love the NE community. No one here can make decisions for you, no one can make your life work out, but there are people here who give helpful advice and care - to a certain amount - for someone they have never met in person.

Double post, hurray. Have decided that I want to go to university and study economics. Thing is: Can't apply, yet (applications are available mid-April), and the semester will start in October. So, I'll have to find a temporary job for the meantime, which shouldn't be much of a problem. Talked to my mother about it yesterday...hasn't been easy. She isn't disappointed, just surprised. Well, at the end of April I will probably be out of a job. I am scared, happy, excited, nervous. Gonna be a fresh start. Some people will say: "Taking this risk is stupid." I say: "Even if it is, I need this."

There are a lot of things I'd love to do, but it's that time of the year in Germany when no company has open positions for an apprenticeship and university just started again. I'd have to wait 4-6 months. I can't work that long in my current occupation, though, because it would be a waste of time, resources and - most importantly - my energy. I could find a temporary job quite easily and I could live with my mother (seeing as I'm doing that half of the week anyway). And one thing I could to in the meantime: do an internship somewhere. This situation is worrying. It would be a big risk just 'quitting', I'd have a (probably) difficult conversation with my mother, but I think it's the only thing I can do right now. I'm unhappy with my job, and therefore with pretty much everything else because this job and everything coming with it (the distance to family, friends, etc) is exhausting me. One of my coaches gave me advice a couple of weeks ago. She told me I should figure out what is wrong, what I want, possibly even who I am. And as some of you know: I've done the latter, and I think in the last few weeks I figured out the rest, too.

I'm gonna use this thread now. Don't know whether I should 'quit' the apprenticeship or not. pro quitting too far away from home too far away from family (one of the major points) too far away from friends (I do have friends at my workplace but they always work in different shifts, so there's hardly any time to do anything) don't think I could do this job for the rest of my life it isn't as fun as I thought it would be con quitting it's an incredibly well paid job it is a job...meaning I don't have anything else in the offing don't know what I should do if I quit I'm 23...starting a new apprenticeship is difficult...going to university is quite late (I think) I don't want to disappoint my mom

Salmon and onions roasted. Add whipping cream, season with mustard and dill, let it cook for a minute. Perfect with pasta. It was amazing.

Doesn't change in the other games. They only get more spectacular. Play the second installment and then stop, unless you only want more of the same with slightly prettier graphics. Games are quite good but still overrated. ReZ and dwarf will probably rape kill me now.

Currently on the verge of sending a message to my ex via facebook (the only way I could communicate with her, besides email). But something inside me is stopping me from doing that...thank god. The awkwardness would be incredible, especially because I unfriended her on facebook after our relationship had ended.

It is. For the last 8 months I've been working on that. It was a slow process, too slow to save the relationship. But now it's fair to say: I've done it. It kind of sounds dishonest given my sitation and state of mind/heart. It's the prime example of "easy to say". But I changed. And for the last two months this change was for no one but me. It wasn't for her, it wasn't for us. It was for me alone. I keep thinking: Is there anything to lose, if I try to get back in touch with her? We don't talk, we don't see each other...I'll lose literally nothing if it doesn't work out.

Wow, never have I written something this honest. Not like I don't remember writing it, I'm just surprised I was a very moody person. One day amazingly cheerful, the other day I just threw every single bit of my bad mood at my ex. And that - in the long run - destroyed her. No and no. Have been together with my first girlfriend for almost two years and was madly in love with her. A couple of months after that had ended I met my now-ex. That's not it. She is not wrong for me. I know she is right for me. Of course, you can say "You can't know that, how do you know that, there are others, etc."...I can't say that. I thought I can, and for the first few hours of last night I kind of could. I did everything you guys told me. Didn't ignore her, but I also didn't pay attention to her. It was fine. But somehow I ended up sitting next to her and that changed everything. I think what I was trying to say this morning is: Why is it that this little thing, this little moment - me 'having' to sit next to her - fucks my mind/heart? Maybe it's the right thing to do, but maybe I need to make another mistake...take a risk. Doing nothing will hurt, but the feelings will fade away, as you said. Taking the risk, getting into touch with her again, may be devastating but it may also end up being the best thing that can happen.

Well, here I am. Back home. It was a good night. I think I did everything right on the outside. Gave my ex a hug, "Hey, how are you?" "Fine and you? "Good, too" Then I went and had a good time with my friends. Everything was fine, until I sat next to her for an hour or so. I couldn't say a single word to her. I tried, but nothing came out. Couldn't even look at her. I've been talking to the others the whole time. Why? Why have I been such a nervous wreck? Why couldn't I start a simple conversation? It was ridiculous. I felt like an idiot. I didn't show anything, though. I laughed, had fun, all that shit, you know? @jayseven once told me: "She's the only love of your life, so how do you know she's the love of your life? You've not lived your whole life yet." But how do I know she is not the love of my life? And why does this concept - "the love of one's life" - keep fucking me up when it comes to this particular girl? When I sat next to her..I felt...I don't know. It's kinda inexplicable. I keep asking myself: "Why haven't you said a single word to her?" Why haven't I been able to just start a fucking conversation? I felt helpless... Some part of me (possibly the drunk part) wants me to get back in touch with her. But I know my sober part will tell me something else later...or maybe not. Well, I just leave it at that...if I keep writing I think I'll just continue to run in circles.

Picture shows them before their night in the fridge :p Tonight's going to be awesome.

Depending on when this shit is going to go down I might get my German ass on a plane to England.