I've told him on more than once, in a serious manner, that I wanted to get with him. I'm really dense when it comes to romance so I tend to be really forward with people when I like them.
Actually he's said a few flirty things before that have actually shocked me, talking about things that you don't talk to with opposite-sex friends EVER. I'm definitely not imagining it =(
I emailed him at work and after more of the same I just had to come out with it and I asked him where I stood.... him: "friendzoned. You were joking all that time, right?" me: "....no" him: "...oh =(" & "I just don't find you physically attractive at the moment"
so angry.... he's been at this flirting carry on for so long and NOT TOLD ME THIS UNTIL NOW. Fucks sake I sent him a valentines day card IN FEBRUARY and its FUCKING JUNE.
And the worst thing is it's basically a conditional offer on the basis of me losing weight. That's the part that makes me sick to the stomach.