Slowly starting to sort out my life.
Yesterday I was 'talking' to a girl I met a year ago (we chattet on facebook). We both work in the same field but in different towns, so that took up a big part of the conversation.
We then ended up telling each other how messed up we are. She told me something very personal, that only very few people know about her, and I told her everything about my Dad and my ex (which only one person (now two) knows, except you lot, of course).
Even though it was just text messaging, it was relieving. Later she invited me to come to her home sometime.
She lives 350km away from my hometown.
I'll start working again on Friday and will check out when I have some days off.
If everything goes as planned I'll visit her soon and hopefully meet some new people and start climbing out of this misery, albeit very slowly.
And another girl is checking if she can find some time next week. We wanted to watch a movie together, which we've seen 5 or 6 years ago, when we were really close friends. It was kind of something special.
We drifted apart for some reason and I've always regretted not trying to prevent that from happening.
So I was asking her just now if she wants to come over next week and watch the movie with me.
It might be trivial for a lot of people, but for me, in my current situation, this is as good as it gets.
All this has nothing to do with me getting out there again to chase girls and find a new love, all this is me trying to fix myself.
And one more thing: I'll start saving money so I can go on vacation in the summer. Doesn't matter if I have to go alone.
@Tales you've inspired me, and it's awesome that you're going through with this.