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  1. jayseven
    But his face insults us first lolololo?
  2. jayseven
    To be fair Hamsterdam is probably the biggest faux pas of the entire show. Is it really possible to let that happen? But I don't care, I thought it was awesome. As I said, season 4 is probably my favourite season.
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    Yes indeed, Aimless - I also have lots of laundry to do, food shopping, things to pick up from various buildings in the city, season 4 of BSG and seasons 1 and 2 of Prison Break to watch... Tell me, do you like gin? Spiced rum? I've decided that today is BBCiPlayer catch-up time. Just done Johnny Creekster, next are the two Top Gearz, then who knows what. nami and shorty are coming home today! Woot woot woot *jiggles arm!* What you were saying about inner- and outer-inspiration sourcemajigs - I tend to find it incredibly hard to 'inspire' myself. It always takes some quirk of reality to send the creative juices off on crazy disco-ball tangents. Define 'ages'! I've not had one since the middle of summer, and forgot to get it done over xmas. The sheffield hairdressers scare me, so I may just throw some scissors in the air and do some pirouettes.
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    ^those two sets of lyrics often pop into my head when I read your self-deflating posts, Aimless. I'm not saying you're feigning anything, or showing off, but I think you might find some sort of resonance. There's no need to feel ashamed for putting yourself first - no reason why you can't tell yourself that you are awesome, and you know it without feeling guilty about being egotistical. I mean, we all prefer ourselves to most other people inthe word because we are the only ones who deeply, truly know our flaws and dreams. Human beings are strange individuals who, when given three months to write a 2,000 word essay, will nearly always leave it until the last 24 hours. Sometimes we forget to boil the kettle before we pour the tea - sometimes we forget that we've made a cuppa at all and fail to drink it before it cools down. We are flawed, and that is what makes us human, non? So it is human to feel both "argh why is my life so fucked up?" and "Argh, but it's not really that bad, other people have it worse, I should stop complaining". It gets to the point where modesty or politeness isn't needed anymore. We've known you for a long time, and quite honestly if you just posted "I hate my life the way it is" we'd automatically tune in all the "even though I'm not in africa, i don't have aids; I don't want to kill myself blah blah blah" -- I think what I'm trying to say is that I don't know how to help your life (truthfully how many people here do know how to really help with anyone elses lives?), but I do know that you shouldn't feel guilty about feeling bored, down, upset, angry or whatever. That's just called 'denial' and won't help. Well this has been a rambling, non-sensical post. I just woke up.
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    Achievement-wise, I think there's only Banjo-Kazooie on the XBLA. Story-wise, then it gets a bit hazy. GTA 4 Braid Gears of War 2 Rainbow Six 2 Fable 2 The Darkness (I think...) Castle Crashers Resident Evil 2 (ALMOST. I count it so stfu) Luigi's Mansion Beautiful Katamari This year I'd like to finish; Orange Box Rockband Mass Effect Prey Bioshock Skate. Dead Rising Devil may cry 4 FEAR Fallout 3 Which are all at various stages of completion. It's good to know that 2009 will be a good year for gaming regardless of what games come out, thanks to 2008's hangover games.
  6. jayseven
    Well dude, if I can't have your babies with you, then I'll just have to 'have' them when they're old enough and have a price...
  7. jayseven
    Ok, so sexuality, as in sexual preference, is more important than sex, as in the thing you do when you get clsoe enough to those you sexually prefer? Is sexuality as distinct from sex, in this regard? An individual may prefer to have sex with men but prefer to kiss and hug a girl, but I wouldn't say they were bisexual because of that. But I can certainly see that gender is vastly distinct from these now - You're a guy and you want to be a woman. But you fancy men and women. They're different things. I think I got it.
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    No, I don't want to be a cow. The psychotherapy had its way with me. Or something. I know that even upon this forum alone there are different opinions on how important sex is, specifically in a relationship (as surely the role of relationships is equally as important as, and as distinct from, sex), so would it be fair to say that sex is hugely important for transexuals, or perhaps that they place too much meaning or value on it? I think that quite honestly your life is shaped by what gender you are. Without any malintent from other people or by yourself, you are just automatically geared to behave a different way. Perhaps due to vicarious cultural reasons or not, whatever - we are all "conditioned" to some degree and we don't have to always take the negative side of this. I think the questions you pose are problematic regardless of sex or penises! Definitions of 'man' in the sense you use can, and do, change from time to time and from place to place. Love, too, is a difficult entity to pin down, let alone whether one form of love is 'better' or worse than another. No matter how gray an area is, it is inevitable that we want to colour it in and come up with definitions that try and explain one perception or another, and in a sense I think it is very important that we try and explain, perhaps moreso than the explanation itself. There's some sort of paradox amongst all of this that I can't quite put my finger on. Someone so disappointed with the standard indexing of individual personality to the extent that they abandon all faith in it, yet they have to somehow exist within the framework anyway; moving from being misunderstood by society into a position that is practically by definition misunderstood by society; branding themselves with a label rather than being glossed with a range of uncertain labels. OR SOMETHING.
  9. jayseven
    Raining; yeah, stop drinking. Especially cider - that's MINE! Goron; you and zell spooning is ambrosia to my soul. Next time, at least do it on a webcam.
  10. jayseven
    No, I just did a raining and DISLOCATED IT. olololo? I do like "Jesus Jay". Could be my easter name. Tomorrow is THE SECOND. I do believe shorty and I have some sort of 10,000 word deadline for tuesday, and I do believe that's going to be LAUGHABLE.
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    MOAR! I dunno. Last night on the way out to meet Dan I fell over, immediately after opening my flat door. There was a parcel for me! Yay! So I opened it, and found a seriously awesome foldable go set (with stones) in a suitcase-styled casething. IT'S SO COOL. Just need to play it more. Decided to drink and watch BSG. Again. I'm in your equations, weeing on your algebra! Or something.
  12. jayseven
    Ok, got you. I'm not trying to be rude or judgemental. It's this changeable element that is interesting, though, in relation to the centuries and milleniums we've had where it wasn't possible to change. I'm sure that the thought "I'm in the wrong body" is in no way a novel one, but without the facilities to go through with it, did people get "over" it and learn to live with themselves as they are? Is a pre-op transexual offended at being simply labelled gay? If someone truly believes that they were supposed to be a cow, not a human, do we seek to allow this to happen? Is ones individuality - their identity so deeply tied with gender and sexuality, truly?
  13. jayseven
    You serious? Goddamn is a whores name.
  14. jayseven
    Diago my whole post used "of" instead of "have", which is the correct way of saying "I should have done this", instead of "I should of done this", which the previous poster had done. I'm surprised you only noticed the "I of" ones...
  15. jayseven
    Wow. You're sharp.
  16. jayseven
    ... what :|
  17. jayseven
    I of a different way to play morally, depending on what game I'm playing (duh). If it's a game where I of markedly awesomer abilities than other people in the village/town/whatever, then I do feel a duty to protect them, with all the courage I of. However, if I'm of-ing a struggle, just like them, and it becomes a survival have the fittest, like Fallout 3, then I will be nice only to those who are nice to me. In gta I of no real reason to be nice to any particular individual as they're all pretty much just clones, and in Fable 2 I of little care for them as they mostly come back after you of killed them anyway. But mostly the morals in games, for me, are based upon me second-guessing just how much of the game I'll miss out on if I play one way or the other, rather than any true reflection on me or the morals I of.
  18. jayseven
    Battlestar Galactica Season 2, and first 5 eps of season 3
  19. jayseven
    Shit, and to think all of 2008 I was pimping cheese. THAT'S WHERE I WENT WRONG.
  20. jayseven
    Letty's not wrong - that is the first song I've heard of 2009 and I'm glad it is. SMIYLES ALL ROUND!
  21. jayseven
    Canand if you fall asleep for midnight you should put all the clocks back to 11:59pm when you wake up and do it properly. I've taken the batteries out of all the clocks in my flat so that it will never be 2009 here.
  22. jayseven
    It's NYE, pretty much the only night a year you're allowed to make noise 'til 3am. I used to love ambling the streets between midnight and 1am in brighton - lots of middle-aged congalines and drunk pensioners demanding you sing Auld Lang Syne with them. Well! I went to Bungalows & Bears and queued for 20 minutes for a drink. Got myself a shot of Sailor Jerry's and a pint of thatciderthatbeginswithA. Headed upstairs, chatted briefly with Dan and his pal, then left my half-drank drink and went outside for a fag. Bumped into an old pal out there and she gave me some good advice for the new year, then I tried to get back into the bar and BAM! they told me to go join the back of the massive queue that had an estimated time of clearance of about 25 minutes. So I thought fuck it! And walked home. Got me some cider and tobacco and ready for the night ahead. I should've gone to newcastle. Or brighton. Or chesterfield. Or bedford. Or oxford.
  23. jayseven
    Can I say "happy new year" to those guys in... whatever timezone is two hours early? And I want to say "happy new year to everyone" now so that I don't have to do it at midnight. As I'll be rather drunk and self-abusive at that point. I lulled.
  24. jayseven
    C'maaaaaaan dan, I want to get drunk! *considers staying in for the evening*
  25. jayseven
    Just think, in a year and a day you'll be two years older than you were yesterday. Awesome. Ish. Happy birthday!
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