martinist

been waiting to get my hands on this since seeing the japanese version on kotaku

So i went back to my GP about this and apparently i'm having a schizophrenic relapse. I told her about the pain in my leg moving to my lungs, to my heart then ending up in my brain. She then said it was "anatomically impossible" for a clot to go from the legs to the lungs without killing me. She gave me some diazepam and if it continues then she might consider a psychiatric referral. So either i do have a blood clot, i'm just incredibly paranoid or my schizophrenia from years ago has decided to reappear.

Regarding the pain in my leg a while ago and the vertigo i got a few days ago. I'm fairly convinced this is a blood clot but nobody seems to believe me. A few days after the pain in my leg dissapeared I woke up one morning and found that i couldn't breath very well, around 5 oclock the clot moved and i could breath fine. A few days later i have a palpitation that lasted about 10 or 15 miutes as it worked its way through my heart and I have a 24 hour headache all day saturday. I'm convinced the vertigo was part of an ischemic stroke, Now i'm sitting here scared to sleep or eat thinking i'm gonna die of a sudden stroke or something. Will probably go back to the GP tomorrow and say something but hes probably just going to say its nothing.

So apparently after going to the doctors tonight and complaining about a constant headache and room spinning dizzyness he says i have vertigo...yeay? more pills for me!

Won £500 playing online poker last night. I can finally buy a Wii U, happy martins

So a few days ago i got up and i had this pain in my leg, at first i thought it was some sort of blood clot or something but it came and went and after a few days it went away completely and i forgot about it. This mornig i wake up and a fell a little pressure on the left side of my throat, made it a little hard to breath so i was coughing most of the day trying to get rid of it. Then when i was having dinner i feel something move from the left side of my throat and i could breath fine again then i get this wierd feeling in my head after a while. The thing is, i'm completely paranoid and think this was the blood clot i thought i had from my leg pressing against my throat. Although i feel completely fine now and if it was a blood-clot that moved to my head i would probably be dead by now so i may be overreacting a little bit. Maybe it was just some food caught in my throat or a muscle that kinda went in the wrong direction snapping back into place. Or my tonsils or something. I'm probably gonna feel kinda stupid if i'm worrying over nothing.

i'd be up for some online whenever. Havn't really been playing much of this recently though.

Have the insane edition on pre-order. Should be playing this next week also:

Hit on by a gay guy felt really awkward when i had to turn him down I don't like disapointing people!! >_>

I keep getting booted off of autolog alot for some reason, its getting kind of annoying to be honnest. Multiplayer is great though if i can get a game going.

The safe way to drink and drive

....i really need to stop drinking >_> sore head is sore >_<

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So i wake up around 4:00am and i'm completely paralyzed, can't even speak. I glance over to my door and theres some old man staring at me and waving...i was freaked out so i closed my eyes and opened them again and it went away, i could move and speak again as well. This has happed three times now in about a month and it scares the crap out of me >__>

would you change your mind if i threw up the horns? cause i'll do it! and i'll reupload!