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I love all of those. Cumbersome; an awkward portion of cucumber?
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Well yesterday was a nice bit of brain-relief. Played some chess in the park. Each game was basically me versus two/three people. Lost one, won another, and decided a draw was fair with the last game. A mate frisbeed some random person in the face. Was lol. Got drunk. 8 cans and a pint in total. Had some folk back at mine and had some ridiculous discussion with mate-who-frisbeed-randomer (Raj, for those who met him at the sheff meet). He's training to be a lawyer so conversations can quickly become weird legalese debates, and I ended up having to tell him and two other people something I've not told anyone before, just to justify why I thought it was ok for me to not reveal a bunch of secrets someone else told me. Was... weird. Then rock-banded for a bit. Then they left, and I found myself so... angry. Basically just angry and everything. I've been feeling pent-up aggression for ages. I really, really need a punching bag. I keep feeling like I want to spill my guts to someone but knowing people both irl and on here, and knowing that certain people in my life also know I post on here, and my username, means I am constantly unable to let a lot of shit out without feeling either judged or bitchy. I did let some crap out in a massiiiv text to my ex, and I woke to some massiiiv replies, so I wrote a maaaasssiiiiiv message that broke my phone (srsly), so I sent it on facebook and I've since just been sending a busy tone to her when she calls. Whatever. I keep saying "no worries, it's alright" when people put me on the back foot somehow, even though I want to say "no, it's not alright, it fucking pisses me off and I hate it". I keep being made to organise people together, and then nobody ever says "hey, thanks for this. It's real nice. I appreciate the effort," while I'm left to sort shit the fuck out. Why do I feel so guilty for just wanting to be wanted? Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck my life. Currently waiting for the season finale for Breaking Bad to get here, while my itunes is acting like some crazy dj and re-re-repeating bits each time I do anything on firefox. Just need it to download so I can get my head out of reality for an hour. I've got cider and I'm probably going to get wrecked, get naked and pass out with my cock in some furniture or some stupid shit, after writing some epic-stupid storypoem that I'll regret posting on here.
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the dracula one is easy. You know it, but you're probably getting the title wrong by a word. Check IMDB with the film you're thinking of. I've still got it open. Dan told me the bell thing and I've honestly not heard of it so fuck that! The bird top-right is two separate ones - the bird and the flower.
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Sheffield Hallam; English Studies was a mix of language, literature and creative writing. It all seems like a previous life! You shouldn't read murakami over there, you'll look so silly!
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Xpert Eleven Season 8: Villan still a loser
jayseven replied to Mr_Odwin's topic in General Chit Chat
I know what you mean man. I ensured that all but, what, 2 players were on 100% match experience and I was hoping for MOAR but considering I had a shit season I can't really complain. You think your money is bad? I've got less than £1M. I wish I knew more about football so I could make some sort of FC comparison between us and Teh Prem. P.S. I'm 65% fat-free! -
Xpert Eleven Season 8: Villan still a loser
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Just realised, though! I have a fair few youth coming through now, but my average squad age is 23 and my older boys are a bit rubbish... so I'm tempted to buy some 7-skill 28 year old to help plug the gap. Thoughts? -
Xpert Eleven Season 8: Villan still a loser
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Fuck you, site maintenance! ... Sure so it's down for TWO minutes, but still... Ok here we are! 7 plusses, two minuses. Lots of INVISIBLE change. I hate invisible change. Goalkeepers didn't go up, but they had a shit season. My defenders pretty much all went up, only one noticable downwards form in my attacking half and -- oh -- I just fired him. Set tactics for the friendly - Mundi, it's not going to be my strongest team! Stretch some younger legs, y'know! Odwin; do you even find this fun anymore? I hate that you get rewarded fro being so much better than everone else by being given money to increase the abyss between you and everyone else. And, as league admin, I can guess who sets the reward prices :P -
Ok; whoever used the wii things are disallowed. Letty should be banned just for general annoying reasons, but alas I don't have that power.
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NIghtwolf; yeah, missed the number opportunity. Saw her again today. She was nice, but too many other people to be genuine with. Of course now I remember that you talk to the people i talk to, and i'm sure you'll find out some gossip in no time. Sorry to hear about your gran. Knowing it's coming is... just... odd.
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Xpert Eleven Season 8: Villan still a loser
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Hey Edd! Welcome to the forums/league. Your experience means that the lower league will no doubt see you fighting for the lower league title If you keep posting here then you'll be part of your way into winning Oddy's heart. -
Votes and shit Majority = 10 Gizmo (2): Mundi, Jimbob No Mynch (8): mr-paul, maase, moogle, cube, eenuh, gizmo, dyson Poor mynch.
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Gummi bears is accepted then Bluey.. Is it me, or are there only 3 books there? Also I can tell that you can't juggle :P I won't impose the 'official' definitions on you :P Good try!
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Said the glacier to the mountain; "I don't want to meet the sea." Said the canyon to the glacier; "Well at least you made me."
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Yeah, the greener-grass thing. Girl (ex) is, I suppose, my ball-and-chain, but we had a ridiculous couple of days which showed me that she still forgets that I'm fucked up and need a little help sometimes, too, while meeting a girl at a party (who is bi?) who told me some stuff she'd not even told her 'best friend' who brought her to the party. I'll never see her again, no doubt, and the ex left without saying a word today, so maybe I am that grave in the thought bubble at the end, now.
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Gizmo; Bluey's astute objection will be upheld. It does ask for jelly babies! ReZ; His name is Brian Mcoy. I will accept it if Shorty, the BISH creator, does
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*sigh* ... about sums things up for me :P
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Awesum, not just me :P Turns out I was misspelling the pirate one (doi!), so it's a 43 for me. Not giving up YET! It's a background tab for the rest of today.
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If it is arguably acceptable, then it is also arguable unacceptable. It's not a grammar nazi thing! If I spell/misuse a word I'd hope someone would point it out to me, For Great Justice.
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*is close to PMing people to post more*
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Gizmo; meant to stick to 10 BISHes a day :P It's to avoid scaring off the newbs... but with 12, that can be allowed THIS ONCEEEEEEEEEE!
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that picture of us is made of so much win. Bonus! My phone is receiving a text PRECISELY as that picture is taken. I really want to call objection over the invincible BISH... buut I know you had a haircut yesterday... Alrighty. FINE.
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Been sorting through my old gamesTM issues and figured out which issues are missing/water damaged. Please kindly check my thread in the trades board if you are willing to sell (or give! no? ) any issues.
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Yeah, the book woman thing was a proper WOOOO moment when it clicked I love these things. Feeling utterly lost now, though.
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42... Which one did you not crack, Noodlemeister?
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damn I was hoping to be first to win :P on 41, getting the odd eureka moment. WILL NOT QUIT.