That Guy

I live in a nice area except for all the c***s that live here.

Like I said, nothing but myself stopping me from doing something.

It's like with my job, it's boring and I'm just a bit sick of it. But it's comfortable doing something I know I don't hate, with people I like. If I go somewhere else I might hate it, and it might be worse than what I have right now... Meh, I dunno.

I'm sort of drifting along at the moment not really knowing what the hell I'm doing. I've got a job thats fairly boring, and don't have tons of mates, I don't have a girlfriend and I can't see a time of oving out of my parents house. I'm mostly bothered that everything wrong in my life could be fixed if I just put myself out there and took a risk, but I'm all too aware of absolutely fucking everything from living in my head so much, that I'm too scared to do anything. Damn introverted-ness.

True, I'd do her and I don't even know what she looks like... Seriously though, if all you're worried about is losing her as a friend if you do it, then just think about how YOU will feel if you do it. At the end of the day it sounds like she's just up for it, and that it wont affect anything between you. So just think about how you'll feel being around her after you've done it. If you can do it and then still be friends after it then go for it. People shouldn't feel guilty for having sex, it's perfectly natural and as long as you're not messing with peoples feelings (don't sound like thats happening) I see no problem.

One thing you shouldn't do is let yourself get messed around. I'm not saying she is, but like you said, you're feeling like crap at the moment, so don't let her have everything her way. Some women seem to think if they hang around then the guy will feel better. Believe me, that wont be the case if you're never a proper couple again.

I think my battery is lasting longer since donloading that update actually. Wonder what the update does.

Really like it so far.

Wii controls are supposed to be good anyway, so I'm going to get it. Not decided whether to sell my Gamecube version or not. I've got both versions of Shenmue II, so I might get both versions of Resident Evil 4.

Apple themselves say you should get 3.5 hours battery life with wifi enabled.

Usually laptop batteries last around 3 hours. My Macbook lasts for about 3 hours at the moment. Have you got bluetooth and wireless disabled? Try that to see if it lasts longer. If you're desperate then you might have to buy a spare battery for about £80. Just to add to that, have you changed the power settings? I think there is an option of 'better battery life' or something.

F.E.A.R = Actually pretty fucking good. Not sure why but I'd got it in my head that Fear was a crappy PC port. I really like it so far.

Not really? Again?

F.E.A.R arrived today. Not had chance to play it yet. Anyone played the demo and the full game? Is the actual game any better than the demo in terms of controls or anything?

Doubt it, don't have a lot of time for games during the week. Might be on at the weekend though.

Stefkov man, we need that game of Crackdown!

I know what you're saying, but I'm kinda like Stocka, if a game is exclusive it's like a reason why your console is special. For me the reason for getting a PS2 was Ratchet and Clank, Okami, Shadow of the Colossus. Exclusive games just seem a bit more.. I dunno, it's hard to explain.

I've still not played the copy that cost £25. I've had it about 5 months as well.

I'm a Mac fan and even I'm bored of the whole Mac vs PC debate. I like Mac so I use it. If you want to use Vista then it'll actually make no difference to my life at all.

Is the auto update thing set so it updates as soon as there's an update? One thing I like about OS X is the way you can set it so that the software update runs once a week, rather than installing updates and having to restart all the time. Does Vista have an option to do that?

I'm thinking about picking up F.E.A.R. I quite enjoyed the demo, so I'm thinking of getting it, but I want it cheap. Anyone know where I can get it really cheap? Cheapest I've found is about £25.

LMAO, I was just asking.

Apparently I look like Doctor Who.

Half a girl? Yeah, know what you're saying. I wish I had been more confident at school, I'd have had loads more girlfriends, or would have met a better one than I did and I'd still be with her now.

LMAO. Advice so far: 'Go out'. 'Women are bitches' and... 'What's a woman?'