I am changing it, I am doing new things. It's gradual but it's occurring.
I can still bitch at my friends for not doing things, its not just going out drinking that they don't seem to want to do. It's anything
I do have the problem where my standards are ridiculously high, but I don't want to lower them. I know it's shallow, but I lost 130lbs and I don't want to settle. If I did, I wouldn't have lost the weight :/
God I hate it when that happens.
Sort of texting a girl atm...an old friend, used to have a thing for her but don't really any more (first time, I guess I left it too long and she must have got bored and went with someone else) but still good to talk to.
My friends think I should do her though. They just don't get why I'm not interested
What sucks is that I know one of the couples went and did something with one of their housemate afterall :/
And thus, I've been playing Angry Birds all night
Friend cancelled a meetup literally the second I left to the house to meet up with her.
All my other friends are with their significant others so, once again, I have fuck all to do tonight