killthenet Posted October 29, 2006 Share Posted October 29, 2006 I was a geek. So very meek. Punched in the face like I was as bad as a Nazzzzzi. Should've told my parents that you were.. Being nasssssty. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Roostophe Posted November 10, 2006 Author Share Posted November 10, 2006 I've gone back to the first song I posted here and gave it one more draft. I've given it a name and I've made it longer, music-wise; I've given it a good bassline and drumbeat, but it's still incomplete. This is the last draft I'll do for it and I'll go back to it if ever I need to. Ballad of A Speccy Teen And a Romantic Dream (B.A.S.T.A.R.D) There I was sitting watching telly Because my anger got the better of me. But there was something that would change me It began that day in May '03 I felt sick in my stomach -------- The scene was not how I pictured With a scouse teacher calling me "Richard" I took my seat, now one of them That's when I saw her, she looked like heaven she looked like an angel, but then she said "You fucking idiot, Ed!" She was pretty, she was sweet. But when I told my mates this secret They laughed at me and joked at me 'cos I was as ugly as hell could ever be. But deep down inside I knew They said "She'd never be with you!" I thought "Maybe that is true." Maybe she'd be better off with you... That came as bad realisation Thank god nobody told the nation About my horrible reputation It's just some sicko's creation! Fast forward to early '04 Suspended again, I had been in a fight I was an angry little shite But the fight was just to take the fall Come forward now to September '04 It was Drama we had to work together for She was great at it, I was pretty mediocre But as time went by I got much better On some dark night in November '04 I had said goodbye to her once before But that night I wanted to tell her She is the tear that hangs inside my soul forever I always thought we could be together And love each other for ever and ever I remember an urge to not say "How are you?" But say something like "Can I be with you?" To be a successful musician was my aim But I already hade some unwanted fame People call me a nasty nickname Part of a joke of a wanker's stupid game As my feelings grew and grew for her I felt stupid, I felt like a total div It would never work, but I would give My kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder Then came July '05, school was all over We were all going home and rest for summer When she came over to me and said: "Here's my e-mail, could you give me yours." "She could probably soon go out with me!" I was a bloody idiot, to think in that way. the truth was, does she even think to like me? "NO FUCKING WAY, MATEY!" I wasn't the best boyfriend to choose from You wouldn't ask me to take you to the prom I couldn't take you somewhere nice But it wasn't because I couldn't pay the price I've realised what will happen to me All it is, is she could never love me. Wasn't because of a horrible nickname From a wanker's stupid game Not due to the horrible reputation It wasn't a sick bastard's creation. She just wasn't interested! She just wasn't interested! She just wasn't interested! She just wasn't fucking interested! --------------------- I do actually think that this is quite naff, but I'd like to know what you lot think of it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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